Cara Delevigne is on the cover of the July issue of Vogue, where she opens up about her early struggles with her sexuality and her current relationship with indie singer, Annie Clark aka St. Vincent. 

During the interview, she revealed that her relationship with Clark is a big reason she's happy: 

“I think that being in love with my girlfriend is a big part of why I’m feeling so happy with who I am these days. And for those words to come out of my mouth is actually a miracle.”

 

Pyrrhic victory!!!!!!

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Cara explains how she struggled with her sexuality when she was growing up:

“It took me a long time to accept the idea, until I first fell in love with a girl at 20 and recognized that I had to accept it." 

 

Ok...

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She goes on to further define her sexuality:

“But I have erotic dreams only about men. I had one two nights ago where I went up to a guy in the back of a VW minivan, with a bunch of his friends around him, and pretty much jumped him.”

She also explains that her parents believe that her attraction to women is just a "phase."

“Women are what completely inspire me, and they have also been my downfall. I have only been hurt by women, my mother first of all."

Delevigne says that she isn't ruling out the possibility of marrying a guy but she is "scared to death" of finding a guy who will "truly" know her:

“The thing is,” she continues, “if I ever found a guy I could fall in love with, I’d want to marry him and have his children. And that scares me to death because I think I’m a whole bunch of crazy, and I always worry that a guy will walk away once he really, truly knows me.” 

Either way, we wish Clark and Delevigne the best! They are so cute together.