In one of his most heartbreaking ballads, Sivan struggles with coming to terms with his sexuality and reckoning them with his religious beliefs.
"When I first started to realise I might be gay, I had to ask myself all of these questions. If there is a God, does that God hate me? If there is a heaven, am I ever gonna make it to heaven? Eventually, I got to the point where I was like, if there is a heaven but I can’t be myself up there, then maybe I don’t want heaven."
In the accompanying video, Sivan shows powerful images of the LGBT activists who paved the way for him to be able to love freely.